I had a 3 month hiatus from the blog. No specific reason other than life. still in search of me, my wants, and inspirations. Which path to take & what to do to get there?
I hope to post more soon.
Check out my friend Rafael Dasilva’s mom Maria on acesgivesback.com read her story on battling cancer.
This month was all about Coachella, I got to go with two of my closest friends. We had an AMAZING time! it was so much fun a lot of laughs, a lot of drinking, a lot of dancing, and a lot of walking. It was such a great experience that I want to go every year. I will need to go on a relaxing vacation after it because I came back to NY with no voice and sick but it was all worth it.
Here are some snapshots from the weekend..
This literally explains how I feel. There is a giant question mark on my life, what am I going to do? where am I going to go? what is my next move? what do I want?
Some of my friends have begun or are starting to turn 30 and we are all like “WTF!”. Pressure, anxiety, expectation, truth, responsibility, stress and awareness all the things that currently run through my mind. It is a whirlwind of thoughts, feelings, and emotions.
You look back 10years and you have all these expectations for yourself when you turn 30 then you’re here at that age and wonder “where did I go wrong?”. Not necessarily that something did go wrong but you imagined this plan for yourself and see how far you strayed off it. Which turn led me to where I am today? I do not regret anything in my past, as the quote I tattooed on my foot says “Every obstacle is a stepping stone”. Every stone I’ve stepped is one that adds to my character and builds me to be better than I was in that instant. Every year we grow/evolve and every year their is another task/obstacle we must overcome.
My last and most important of tasks is and will always be HAPPINESS.
Every question will soon find its answer.
I am a work in progress but I promise myself I will continue to work until I progress.